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In Living Spaces

by Heather Hammers

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1.
When I was a child I dreamt of a wave So big it would crush everything And you were awake With the moon and the owls Moving on any way you knew how Back in May you were free We had long conversations And I thought we would be I spent hours awake Playing songs that you love Hoping Two Headed Boy would be enough Back in May I was me Making hospital calls Telling stories that you don't remember at all
2.
Kill the cold, we don't speak Your eyes don't look the way they did When you were you and I was me We talk about the distance And wonder why we're here You tell me you don't care But I still love you You walk into the room on a Friday night Said you'd never wanna lose me and then you cried What happened to the man who lived inside you then I miss him But I still love you One day you'll know just what it means To love someone over yourself But I won't be here But I still love you
3.
Home 05:28
So you carve out a place for yourself at the edge of it all In the side of a mountain, old and tall Where the air is clear and all the creatures run Start a new routine free from everyone Where is my home I have come to accept all the things I had once denied My careless heart doesn't break for the ones I will leave behind And my mother continues to cry in bed Wishing still for a life that she maybe could've had Where is my home Now I long for a joy that once flourished within me Running wild through the pines, I could hold all my memories And my friends are all worried my choices were not wise Tell them all I'll be back to myself in a little while
4.
I haven't heard from you in days Now all your words recall so strange What did you really mean you wished I'd swim across the sea to lie inside your bed and waste away I reconsider all I've done Undress and wallow in my flaws Where did you go, my dear I'm not convinced that I can bear This terrifying game of pain and cause My love if I had only known I would've left you all alone Go have your fun with her I guess this is what I deserve For giving everything I had to you The lack of love in all you do I just can't separate the two You're not so into me unless you see my body now I'm choking on the words I saved for you
5.
Comedy Show 04:51
Do you recall when we were last alone together I drove for hours in the rain to see the show Your ringing laughter in the warm and happy theater I drank the rum and coke you couldn't finish off Your words have always been the hardest to decipher You're ever wavering above the lines you draw But oh so easily you fill my heart with wonder You're Christmas morning in the newly fallen snow Well I can't stay here No I can't die here The world is wider with a diamond and a daughter Aglow with urgency that I had never known And all the days that I envisioned so much brighter I held it in when I believed you let me go Well I can't stay here No, I can't die here What if I die here Run to the sink and you retrieve a glass of water And you recede into the darkness of the room Though you remember me when thirst, it takes you over We'll live apart for fear of all we have to lose

about

These songs were written and recorded in and outside of my home over the span of a couple years. I decided it was time to collect them and put them out into the world for you to find.

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released November 29, 2019

I'm endlessly thankful for the people and experiences that brought these songs about.

Thank you to my family and friends for always being there to lend an ear when I start to question everything.

Thank you to my daughter, Elowen, for being a ray of sunshine when the world feels dark, and for inspiring me and teaching me every day.

A huge thank you to Logan Hasty for the beautiful album art.

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Recorded, produced, and mixed by Heather Hammers.
Mastered by Kimberly Rosen at Knack Mastering.

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